Now I am back on the sunny St. Maarten with not knowing what to do in life. So I started to find a job and ended up in the dive shop in Oyster bay. I spend a few days working there and even felt more miserable then I ever had. So I quit and rethink my whole life. I ended back up at the University of St. Maarten and actually enrolled again to obtain my Bachelors of Arts in Education. So in the morning I was working as an assistant, in the afternoon I was studying, and in the evenings I went to school. Life started to look a little better.